the one that got away

Weeks ago, whenever the thought of you pop up on my head, I cannot help but and my heart almost skip a beat;

But now, whenever I thought of you all I can feel is loneliness, anger and hatred. You tore me apart. I never thought this would happen, but it does :'(

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1:00am

SURGEONS INSPIRES THE DENTIST :)

its funny how this TV Series (Grey's Anatomy) affects me. It do make a big space in my heart♥. upon or during watching,all I want to do is smile and feel each word coming out from the mouth of each character.Its too INSPIRING. It makes me wanna Go fight for my destiny/dreams.


The line that really gives an impact to me is that:(edited)
"It only takes few reason for me to continue taking up DENTISTRY, but it takes a THOUSAND reason for me to QUIT" :)


"Knowing is better than WONDERING.........and even the biggest mistake is better than not trying at all"


I REALLY LOVE THE SHOW SO MUCH. Cant wait to finish watching all the seasons :)

"its the reality that knocks me"

Long enough that I've been asleep with the reality of life

I missed something that I shouldn't have missed

But, In this world there's no such thing as turning back; only moving on and improving

And from a long time of sleep..Now, I am awake

I am now ready to face the reality and play this game of life. I am ready to conquer all my fears and win all the battles that will come on my way.

More passionate. More enthusiast. More determined. 

I lend HIM all of me and trust Him with all my heart, believing that He had a BETTER PLAN for me. I know that HE would shower me with His love and guide me through my walk in this journey that I may reach the end.

BETTER READY FOR THE FUTURE. SEE ME IN MY WHITE COAT(in 2yrs time) :)

A POEM FOR HER

You taught us how to be strong

Live life the way we don't expect it

Show us what the real world means

Expect nothing but do our best.

You made everything to twist and turn

That we do things right and wrong;but

You fed us with thoughts that make us grow

And help us stand every time we fall.

Thank you for showing us the real you

For accepting us (again) without hesitation

Even if every piece of memories we had was torn

Thank you for loving us unconditionally.

Whatever happens, whatever it takes

You will always be a BIG PART of me

The "Doc Valen" who change everything for a cause

The one who woke me up in my gloomy dream.

I'm wishing you a wonderful day

Happiness and good health must always touch you

More surprises of life may pass by you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOC :) 

JUST DO YOUR BEST, AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALL RIGHT

Its not always easy to know which path to follow, which decision to make, or what to do.

Life is a series of new horizons,

new hopes, new cdays, and changes

that come to you. And we all need some help from this things from time to time.

Remember these things:  Dream it. Do it. And discover how special you are. Be positive, for your attitude will affect the outcome of many things. Ask for help when you need it; seek the wisdom the world holds and hold on to it. Make some progress every single day. Begin. Believe. And become.

Give yourself all the credit you’re due; don’t short change your qualities, your abilities, or any of the things that are so unique about you. Remember how precious life can be. Imagine. Invest the time it takes to reach out for your dreams; it will bring you happiness that no money on earth can buy. Don’t be afraid; no mountain is too big to climb if you do it at your own pace. What’s the best thing to do? that’s simple: Do your best.

And everything else will fall into place.

                                                - Colin McCarty

its funny how she believes in me.I don't really know what she sees in me or what I did to her that make her trust me that way. All I know is, I'm striving so hard because I want to prove to her that I deserve to pass;that I can be what ever I want someday. But  I love what I feel right now,knowing that someone unexpected is there for me.Someone whose willing to share her life/time with me. I love it. :) ♥

I miss someone. The one who makes me feel inspired. The one who pushed me to be the best. The one who never quit on us BUT everything had change. Now, Its already complicated. Thing don't go out right. hmmp.

How I wish I can turn back time and fix everything. I MISS YOU Doc Valen :'(